Yes, for performance we are doing monologues. We had a whole lot to choose from and when Nicola asked us which one we wanted to do I had no idea. They all sounded amazing so Nicola said to me to choose between two amazing monologues but I knew exactly which one I wanted to do after I read the first line. Alice in Wonderland. Nicola said that it would suit me. Phew, that's one thing off my mind!
We had an hour to practise and know it off by heart as much as we could. The week after next we will be presenting them to the group so I am extremely nervous because doing anything in front of a group is terrifying for me. But I am going to face my fears and do the best I can to get over stage fright. I am going to practise, practise, prcatise to make it perfect. "Be Alice" I kept telling myself not Clara! Alice, Alice, Alice.
As we all went away on our own to practise I didn't know where to practise because I didn't want anyone to hear me or look at me. Nicola gave each of the performance girls skirts and dresses to wear so we could feel comfortable wearing something that we could sway and swish around. Nicola gave me a long white skirt which was one of my favourites. First I went to the bag area to practise but as soon as Alex walked in while I was rehearsing I knew I wanted to move, desperately! So I asked Nicola where I should go and then she put me in front of a chess leaderboard. I didn't feel that comfortable there because it was quite public so then I asked Nicola again if she could move me so she made me swap with Pearl in the kitchen.
The kitchen was alright but then Reina was doing Alice in Wonderland as well right in the next room without doors so that was annoying. Nicola came up to me and said that I should go in the girls toilets because it was private and no one was in there. Yay! The girls toilets was like a palace because it was so quiet and no one could really hear me. A lovely glass palace with just germs and I. How fantastic!
I thought I was pretty good at my expression and voice and was very proud of myself. Here is one more quick snapshot of Alice in Wonderland that follows on from the first sentence.
"I say, Mr. White Rabbit, where are you going? Hmmmm. He won't answer me. And I do so want to know what he is late for."

